Bright Darkness

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  The beautiful clock ticks loudly within the quiet walls of early dawn. The stillness overrides my capacity for sleep, unwavering weakness. My body aches for reprieve, my bones for slumber.   Eyes wired, dry and hazy yet unwilling to close. Fizzling memories tactile, embedded for eternity. A dull heavy force I feel the need to push through, my shoulders raw.   Some nights I wonder about the stars, still, against our axis. Time spinning, I sit ... [ Discover More ]

Greener Pastures

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I have a secret confession, something I've been working on for months and somehow even managed to hide from instagram. Something I found incredibly hard to do I might add although a few hints crept through... I'm currently obsessed with landscaping, grass to be exact. I drive by golf courses and I'm literally green with envy. I know it's weird especially as there are so many other things I could be obsessed with but my brain has chosen turf. Maybe it's the pain meds. I totally understand if ... [ Discover More ]

Special Place

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I had my first pap smear when I was 17 and to this day I'm so grateful I didn't put it off as my results came back abnormal. I had CIN3 and had to undergo biopsies and treatments for several years, all at such a young age but I've had the all clear for 6 years now and I keep regular appointments to stay on top of it. I've written about it in the past but I thought it was worthwhile bringing up again. My story is very similar to Lucy's except that I was 17 at the time. My cervix had to be ... [ Discover More ]

Family Territory

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Sponsored by Ford Australia for Kidspot Voices 2014 I loved my job, that I could proudly call myself a full time blogger. My blog was a hobby that blossomed into a business, an exciting adventurous dream of a business that suited the very core of my personality. Without it I would not be the person I am today. A person capable of honest and raw self reflection with the ability to remain strong and impenetrable and yet at the same time completely vulnerable. To speak to hundreds of thousands ... [ Discover More ]

Aussie Curves – Job Interview

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On the Aussie Curves Facebook Group get a lot of questions about what to wear to a job interview so I decided we should include it in the challenge this year as an easy reference point for people to get a lot of different examples of interview attire. You're probably thinking "...what? You can't wear that to an interview!!!" but in all seriousness this is what I would wear personally. Why? Well for the kind of work I do it's not about corporate attire and "fitting in" I need to show off my ... [ Discover More ]

Aussie Curves – Everyday Style

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This is generally how you will find me most days of the week. I wear relaxed loose-fitting clothing, I'm bare faced and my hair in usually in a messy up-do. This is just how I roll at the moment. For the past few months I've been really unwell but by the same token I've been the healthiest I've been in years. If you're confused you can imagine how I'm feeling, everyday is a roller coaster. That means I don't have time to fuss and fancy about, the little energy and time I do have (while I'm not ... [ Discover More ]

Aussie Curves – Denim

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YAY, I can't believe it's the first challenge post of the new Aussie Curves year! So many new people have joined the facebook group, shared photos and blogged their hearts out, it's amazing and I'm so grateful and touched. I've been rather unwell and I wasn't sure if I would even be able to participate this week but here I am despite forgetting to charge my camera and having to rely on my iPhone. Steve came home early from work on Friday afternoon and I asked if he could drive us to Kmart so ... [ Discover More ]

Mind Your Own Fatkini

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Did you know SS14/15 is on the horizon and that means the annual "Body Issue" magazines will be making their way to shelves. Some covers slamming celebs for the flip from "fab to flab" and others celebrating the diversity of race, size and age. Morning television shows will be inundated with "body experts", health advisors, diet gurus, swimwear models and of course there will be controversy over runway models. It's the same thing... every... single... year. In the end it's about selling the ... [ Discover More ]

Aussie Curves – Challenge List 2015

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Ta-da!!! I'm really excited about this year, so many new people are joining in either by blogging, instagraming (using #AussieCurves or #AussieFitCurves) or within the safe confines of the private Aussie Curves facebook group. Seeing the group's style and confidence evolve over time and across all social platforms has been awe inspiring! A simple idea to forge relationships with other curvy fashion-loving bloggers has turned into something so much more and on such a broader scale. Whilst I ... [ Discover More ]

Black and Gold

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Timing is everything and lately I've been feeling out of sync. I'm not myself but at the same time I feel like I'm getting to know a few inner truths. Over the last six months I wrote posts trying to explain what would be happening so you would have some kind of understanding but I guess I also wrote them for myself. Before I was wading around in uncharted waters, now I'm up to my neck. Questions have been answered only to raise more questions, bigger questions each one making me want to retreat ... [ Discover More ]

Cocoon

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It’s almost 1am and I can’t sleep. I lay in bed the room dark and still, Steve softly snoring by my side. The ocean waves and wind chimes app that can usually lull me into slumber is obviously ineffective tonight as I stare blankly at the ceiling. My brain has been busy processing and problem solving. My hands have been busy tending our new home. My heart has been heavy, light and everything in between to the point of which I’m left dizzy. Usually I would write, finding solace in the soft ... [ Discover More ]

Bookcase Makeover

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I've been burying my mind in small tasks about the house, much easier that trying to process what's been going on health-wise and one big job on my to-do list was to buy Aidan a new bookcase. The old one he had was awkwardly shelved and didn't really maximise storage which would have been fine if the kid didn't love books so much. Luckily for us he does so I was keeping a keen eye open for a bargain that was cheap, functional and sturdy. I scored this beauty off a local facebook buy & ... [ Discover More ]

Expectations Limitations

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It's something people deal with everyday within every facet of our lives. Sometimes it's the outside influences that force our inner pendulums to swing. Other times the turbulence comes from within. Some are better at blocking out the outside noise. Others like me, are not. My mind has been calmer since I pulled myself off "the grid". For the most part I've enjoyed the silence. It's weird even writing that because right now physically everything around me is silent, just like most of the time ... [ Discover More ]

Aussie Curves – Date Night

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Aidan insisted on being in this week's photos and I'll be the first to admit that the kid outshone his Mumma in a big way. We had plans to go out to dinner with one of my besties who I've known since high school in the Northern Territory so it seemed like the perfect time to jump back into the challenge. Yeah, sorry about being so absent, lots going on... but anyway, enjoy the photos! Danielle New Look Polka Dot Dress - ASOS Black Stockings - Sonsee Ankle Boots - Target Earrings ... [ Discover More ]

Tend and Nurture

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I've found it really difficult to write since we moved to Old Faithful, that's what I call the new place by the way. It has nothing to do with bad juju or anything like that, entirely the opposite. I'm so happy and in adoration with this tiny home I find myself spending every spare moment gently tending it's garden, fondling the linens and cushions or finding warm spots to enjoy the breeze and soak up the sunshine. The boys have taken a walk to the park, my sister has gone up the coast to visit ... [ Discover More ]

DIY Shower Caddy Revamp

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I bought two of these Shower Caddies from Amazon in January 2012 and they have been the best I've ever bought. Yes, I bought them from the USA and yes I'm quite particular about my bathroom storage. Space is quite limited and I have a lot of products, even Steve is a product junkie so we needed a Caddy each. So, why am I so fussy? I wanted one that hung off the edge of the shower screen and not the shower head. I wanted one with lots of hooks and that could hold razors. I wanted wide shelves ... [ Discover More ]

It started with a stool

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For the past few weeks my excitement around the new house (AKA: #DMOldFaithful) has been growing. Over the past 8 months I've been gutting our house of any unnecessary things. A purge, a cull, call it what you will. Basically I was digging through it all to find our clean slate, I just didn't expect to find it in an entirely new house. We finally signed the lease and we move in next Wednesday... it's as thrilling as it is daunting. I already knew exactly what we owned so as I walked through the ... [ Discover More ]

When I’m Ready

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I've learnt that there is no rushing the natural. You can't change the weather, you can't change time and you sure as hell can't blog when you "have to" and especially not when you're "expected to". The posts I feel really good about, the ones I'm proud of, the ones that seem to reach out and build an emotional bridge to you through my computer screen, they just happen. I'll be honest, I forgot that. That's right I'm flinging my hand up in the air and saying "My Bad" because it really is all ... [ Discover More ]

Curve Embracer – Part Two

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I'm so glad that I decided to follow my instincts because you guys loved the last post that featured my sister Stephanie wearing Jeanswest. I got so many emails and comments from readers who've never commented before because they felt like I was listening to their needs too. These posts wont happen as often as I'd like due to Stephanie living in Tasmania but when she does come to visit I'm sure I can twist her arm to pose for some photos. These are the exact same Jeanswest "Curve Embracer" ... [ Discover More ]

boohoo plus

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Over the years I've been lucky to have met plenty of people who inspire me, Donny Galella is one of them. When I was invited by boohoo to catch up with Donny and talk fashion, style and the label's latest offerings I couldn't refuse! You might remember our last collaboration but since then we've run into each other a lot on the Sydney fashion circuit. A car came and picked me up to take me to the city, it's always such a treat! I used the time to put my face on and answer emails, messages and ... [ Discover More ]

Bridal Lingerie Editorial

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In February I was sent an editorial outline for Plus Model Magazine containing my schedule of content for this year, it was exciting! What excited me even more than my agreed contribution was the gaps open for editorial consideration. Opportunity is golden and I grasped it with both hands. The first opening was in the April Bridal Issue so taking into account deadlines I had to organise, shoot, edit and submit within less than two weeks. I don't have a local established team of creatives that I ... [ Discover More ]

Nothing about this is easy

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Lately, if I'm honest, there has been a lot going on and not all of has been easy to process. I'm not talking about the move, yeah sure it's affected us but as more of an inconvenience than a stress. Moving just added to the list in a big way but it's do-able. Everything is do-able. Actually, moving into our new place has got me really excited but more on that later. Last year a big, emotional, personal shift occurred within me. I've spoken a little about it here but basically I felt lost. As ... [ Discover More ]

#everyBODYisflawless

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I was just scrolling through instagram as usual and then... BAM!!! These women just blew me away, I literally ran to my laptop to repost and give them as much support as possible. I just can't even... right now... no words... just utter awesomeness. Don't delay any longer, just watch... "This video is dedicated to the mainstream media, to the fashion industry, to internet bullies, and to anyone else who thinks it's their right to try to make us feel less than because of their ... [ Discover More ]

Hayley Hasselhoff in Cosmopolitan Australia

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Hayley Hasselhoff is in this month's issue of Cosmopolitan Australia and I thought she looked kind of amazing... then I realised she was wearing boohoo.com curvy range!! So I thought I'd do a little "Shop The Look" for you all! I personally have a few of these pieces which is why I recognised them. I haven't done a post like this in awhile but I am right now, because I'm excited! Why? Let me break it down for you: There is an international celebrity. In an Australian glossy ... [ Discover More ]

Aussie Curves – Time Saver

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I'm chronically 15 minutes late, ask anyone who knows me. I never intend to be, I just have trouble prioritising and as an added bonus I feel like I have the capacity to do ALL THE THINGS all at once... it drives Steve up the wall. Time just never seems to be on my side and my day-to-day outfits usually reflect that. It needs to be an effortless, simple outfit to get me out the door on time. For a fancy event I'll usually allocate half a day in order to get ready and arrive in the city on time, ... [ Discover More ]