I’ve been a bit resentful that I had to give up alcohol and in-turn my soical life. My friends here are a bunch of social alcoholics… I should know because I used to fit right in 🙂 But when I started seeing the gyno and putting his advice into practice, completely changing our lifestyle, my social life slipped out of view.
Everyone who knows me knows I love nothing more than hanging out with friends, having a bitch and a chat. I’ve been missing it lately. So I’m stepping out. Putting my big girl shoes on and revisiting the world of a 22yr old… stepping away from the mindset of a 36 yr old.
I got me some new threads, an invite to a party and freshly styled hairdo. I’m feeling it… Foxy. Pretty. Snappin. Hot. So I’m going to go out an shake it. Remind my body and mind I can still rock it and drive the boys crazy… even the gay ones 🙂
I’m going to make myself a couple of absolute vanilla vodka cocktails, laugh with some friends and shake my booty. There is no reason (at this point of my cycle) why I can’t go out, be young and have a bit of fun.
Maybe thats what the eventual baby’s waiting for me to realise… “ease up mum and let you hair down while you can. I’ll be there soon“. Lets just hope… but for now, as my girl Brittany would say, I’m gonna get my drink on!!!