That pause was for my best friends to stop laughing. They know the old me. That person never got out of bed early to go to the gym, or for any reason for that matter. That person would never go five days in a row, but that person is gone. I’m still nervous that I’ll miss a day and then revert back to my old ways but I’m tired of the old ways. I need new ways. Ways which don’t include sneaky KitKat Chunky’s and midnight bags of chips. I don’t want to groan when I haul myself up off the floor when I’m playing with my son. I don’t want to deprive myself of sex simply because I don’t feel sexy in myself or seem to perform the way I used to. I’m not even 25 yet, I’m meant to be in my prime.
Wish me luck xx